It’s two o’clock in the morning, it’s raining, and there was an incident (Stale Fish)
The world read each word
and clapped high;
but you never realized
that every metaphor
was a declaration of my heart
to your heart.
Despite I’m young at love
nothing can stop
this rhymes I thought,
or the way I feel
when I imagine you real.
What can I do?
Should I stay silent
or…
I was thinking
about you againlate
last night, my
legs drawn apart by
the magnetics of anempty room, always
reaching
for refashioned memories
that unwind muscles(so tight)
through the ebb
and through the flow;through the shadows
of anothermoon.
there is no barrier
between vintage and
old
I remember you
there were tears while on the toilet
and we argued with each other
about love
and I sat clutching the wall between
the floor and the shower
there was always so much
hair in the drain
you just sat there on the toilet
crying
tearing and streaking across the
walls
there was no love left inside of
you or maybe there was no life
left inside of you
or maybe there was both
and both were gone
I remember you
no barrier left between
the vintage and the old
after the wall I left for the trail
and walking along with headphone
eyes I played myself a song from
the past
I came back and you were gone
retrospect says you were probably off
with him then making what sense
you could of how you had changed
I was still on the floor then
between the floor and the ceiling
debating just how one gets off the rock
in such a fever
I remember you then
by the time we were back
neither of us were crying
there were no tears left to run away from
we sat there and said our goodbyes
on a basic
and months later through a sorrowful
minute of sex and the customs officers
both of which led me to the donut shop
and I was there alone for six months
until the call
then you left
went off on some highbrow dream
of seeing the ocean
the one we always lived around
the barrier between vintage
and old
It was my luck.
A couple of beers in
and in walks the man
of my dreams.I’m coy.
And I’m never coy after
a couple of beers in,
so I buy another drink
thinking it will
loosen me up
some.But there’s this
hold he has over me,
his confidence, somethinglaughing, something missing
and I stare
(but it’s more like I’m
Cheer up, honey (Double Echo Toilet Version)
I keep writting about you
with no reason at all.
I keep waiting your letters,
instead of letting you go.
I must see my eyes by myself,
feel my skin and understand,
that I must love my pieces first
to complete the puzzle in my head.
so
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s o o o
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s o o o
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I remember
when you told me
about the first time
you fell in love:Dolores O’Riordan
of the Cranberries
when you were
in middle school.We were lying in bed,
and I held your hand
while your absent eyes
searched for a memory
somewhere beyond the
ceiling of the bedroom.I remember
holding tighter