ambiguous-transparency:

I always had dark pupils but you,
you read me from inside out, trying to 

find your soul in the immeasurable
depth of my ambiguity with
no transparency and cryptic smiles
were only exchanged for the price
of innocuous illusions.

You grew up with the lightest pupils
embracing the excruciatingly iconoclastic
traditions of the eclipse, metamorphosis
of black and white vintage love; film noirs
never could fathom your beauty trapped
in your eyes but I always had dark pupils
but you, you read me from inside out, 
lingering, walking on the farthest edges to

find your soul in the immeasurable 
depth of my ambiguity with
no transparency and cryptic smiles
were only exchanged for the price 
of a mosaic of malice gone mundane.

I wanted to be thunderstruck by stars with you,
you with your lightest pupils consumed 
in the unimaginably dark ones, my somber soul.